ok.took.kids.to.the.dr.

they had just a normal check up today. keylan weighs 32 lbs. and is 32 inches tall. his blood was normal and is 97% for his age. erik weighs 35 lbs. and is 36 inches tall. but his blood sugar was a little high for his height and weight, & they say he is high risk ::for diabetes:: well now we have to go back in 2 weeks to find out if he has diabetes! i hope he does not have it. pray for my son please! diabetes runs on both sides of the family and he is high risk, so i put this in God's hands now. i have to have faith. will update when we see the Dr.

is.something.wrong.with.me?

just cant shake the feeling that i am missing something. i know i Miss my kids terribly, i have never missed them this much and they are only gone aprox. 8 hours a day. i mean i always am ready for them to come home, but its like i dont want them to leave at all. and my husband, i feel the same way about him too. yesterday and today i was like please dont leave me. i just want to be home with everyone all the time. i guess i am feeling lonely with no one to talk to , or see through out the day. i see my 3 and 2 year old constantly, but i cant have that interaction i need with them. i do have fun watching their little cartoons, and playing kid games. but there is something missing. i look around and there is only leaning to bo done or cooking or taking care of someone. i want to do something but i dont know what! is there something wrong with me. or do i just really miss my family when they are away?

i.cant.wait

so in February of 2009, our home will be ready! i am so excited. since our mortgage company doesn't want to comply with our contract we are moving. we have contacted mobile home companies in our area, and cant wait till our house is done. we have talked and talked out our plans for our new house. so here are a few floor plans we are in love with.

3 bedroom/2bath 1456 sq.ft

4 bedroom/3bath 1786 sq ft.

4 bedroom/3 bath 2100 sq. ft.

I love all 3 for different reasons. But i think that house plan #2 is best for us, its 4 bedroom, and the rooms are bigger than #3, but it has a retreat! lol, think i like house #2 the best for us!

they.are.leaving.me

so tomorrow school starts. i am a little sad and happy at the same time. i am sad bcuz i would love for them to stay home with me. and i am happy bcuz they are both going into something new. brandon is going to be in high school and i am so happy and proud of him, he will be in all pre-ap classes. he is also in tennis and band. so i cant wait for what is in store for him this year! kasen in going to be in 1st grade and there is alot that happens in first grade. alt of fun things and alot of learning experiences. he will actually have ::real:: homework. lol but i will be there to help. i am just glad that school is here all together, my schedule is always messed up in the summer, and now it Will be on track again. good luck to anyone that has children in school. remember God is love.