my.sweet.man

my husband is a sweet man, no literally. he has diabetes. but i love him anyway. we have known a little less than a week and are coping as usual. there is a bit of frustration with what he can and cant eat. but we are getting it down, I have found tons of great things to try and recipes to make. just keep us in your prayers and i hope this gets easier.

my birthday was awesome

yes i was alone all weekend, but thy say that the heart grows fonder when they are away. but i know my hunny missed me, he kept texting me on how far they were away, and telling me almost there, almost there! when he came home i ran to him, and he held me so tight i never want him to leave me again. lol. but all my kids were home,and my family was right here all day with me. we had a BBQ, and presents ad cake!! yum!

this weekend is ruined.

well me and my hunny were supposed to be alone this weekend. now it looks as though i will be spending it all by myself. my birthday weekend ALONE totally sucks monkey butt. he is going to dallas to help his friend bob. now i dunno what to do. i m kinda upset because he could have told him he was busy, which he was, but he didnt and now i will be alone, no kids no husband NOTHING!

sorry just wanted to vent!!!!!

this.weekend

we are having another weekend to ourselves....yeah! we will be going to our fav. restaurant....johnny corinos...yum! then i have no clue what else is in store. but Sunday is my birthday. i turn 25, and my family is coming over, we are having a BBQ and watching the cowboys game....like always. i am so excited, i am happy i am turning 25, it's kind of a milestone, that i have accomplished so much before turning 25. all my kids are happy and going strong. thats all i want, and to continue for everything to go smoothly over the next....well for forever. lol.

the.past.few.weeks

so i have been collecting all kinds of craft supplies from all kinds of places, also just keeping simples hings around the house like toilet paper rolls, milk jugs, and others. on boring days we paint, or cut and other unique projects.

ok.took.kids.to.the.dr.

they had just a normal check up today. keylan weighs 32 lbs. and is 32 inches tall. his blood was normal and is 97% for his age. erik weighs 35 lbs. and is 36 inches tall. but his blood sugar was a little high for his height and weight, & they say he is high risk ::for diabetes:: well now we have to go back in 2 weeks to find out if he has diabetes! i hope he does not have it. pray for my son please! diabetes runs on both sides of the family and he is high risk, so i put this in God's hands now. i have to have faith. will update when we see the Dr.

is.something.wrong.with.me?

just cant shake the feeling that i am missing something. i know i Miss my kids terribly, i have never missed them this much and they are only gone aprox. 8 hours a day. i mean i always am ready for them to come home, but its like i dont want them to leave at all. and my husband, i feel the same way about him too. yesterday and today i was like please dont leave me. i just want to be home with everyone all the time. i guess i am feeling lonely with no one to talk to , or see through out the day. i see my 3 and 2 year old constantly, but i cant have that interaction i need with them. i do have fun watching their little cartoons, and playing kid games. but there is something missing. i look around and there is only leaning to bo done or cooking or taking care of someone. i want to do something but i dont know what! is there something wrong with me. or do i just really miss my family when they are away?